Smile.
Smile.
Smile.
The sun will still rise even if you are sad.
Get moving with life.

I'm a mind bogger.
I just pray for your health, happiness.

:(
i wanna cry.

Stupid Me

Why do I always make myself upset by watching and seeing news of people getting married/ the express highlights...
dumbass.

不去在乎 就没事了啊。
不去想 也没事了啊。
但明明做不到。
该死的我。

Food Marathon

Can't believe I ate so much today!
Enough to feed me 2 days! Definitely hitting e gym next week daily...
Guilty.
Mookata BBQ. Tea. Dessert. J.co. OMG.

On a random note, ever wanna try something out of e norm?
We all live in a cycle - child, study, teenage, young adult, working, finding a partner, to settling down and have a family... And this goes on.
Ever thought what's your purpose in life?
I dunno what's mine. And I always wonder all e what ifs .. Options in life u take.
So, I thought to myself, live life once, so I'm gonna take options that I never tried.
First is social dancing.
Then, diving and explore options I never thought I would do.
Sky dive!!! Well if I can find along my trip :)
Speed dating!!! Lol...
Leave e country and road trip for a year is one big leap that I'm tempting....

Well, what's your life outside e comfort zone?

Everything's gonna be just fine

Sleepless night.
Pray everything's alright.
Stop thinking negatively.
Right?

Bad to Worse

Breathing has become from bad to worse these few days.
Went for run on Thursday - No good.
Decided to run on Sunday. No good still.
Tried to run today again. Finally made a 5km successfully without stopping but breathing still bad.
Am determined to keep running to fight against this..... even though, i'm afraid i'll collapse halfway....

This problem will forever be a liability and never go away. :(

Baby Lucas - 4 months

Been 2 weeks since I last saw baby!
He cried when i carried him :(
But luckily after that he stopped *phe* and of course started laughing cause he remembered! :):):)

Have you ever...

I really dunno why i'm so upset.
Will you mind someone's past?
to what extent will you then mind?
Ever thought what would your future be and the consequences if you have done something?
Are you not worried if one day someone will actually mind your past?
Have you regret what you have done?
IF your frequently done something, will you stop once and for all? Are you able to do it?

I don't want empty promises. empty promises that one day, you just give up everything.

i'm... god damn afraid. seriously.
i think i should just let go.
time for you to earn it. time to show what you really want.
i'm not going to wait.

THE END

HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY........