Friday, March 27, 2009

Woah. Long long time le.
Soon going to be April le. One mre month to exam.
Down with all the illness... flu, heatiness, sore throat.. everyday wake up at 3.45am... dunn what happen to me also. haiz. can only get back to sleep at 6am..
Just finish doing conferences and one Private Banking at Ritz Carlton yesterday. Heard many current news.. Everything seems loom and gloomy. even CEO of UBS also said tough times are still clouding around... haiz... how to find job?? Siao liao. Maybe i should consider doing Masters. hmm... my friend was talking about it. an option maybe.
good time to upgrade.
sianz.
on a brighter side.. finally got to meet up and watched Marley & Me. Very Very touching!!!!!! quite nice....
then went to ann house watch horror movie. Coming soon. not bad...
then play mahjong.. play 3 person.. haha..

Mr. bf just finish exam today... finally! ... but..... next week EVERYDAY GOT CLASS!!! =(=(=( -_-"""" ... somemore his daddy going back hometown which means.. he have to wake up 7am to work liao... then at nigh go school...
For me, must continue studying liao. last two weeks work until not enough time to study. must memorise alot of stuffs liao ...

Tomorrow is Earth Hour!!! Please switch off the lights ok?? Save our future!!! =)=)

Oh! I cut my hair!!!! My God... so many different comments.... but... hmm... ok lar.. change hairstyle new look lor... haiz... stupid dewei... cal me helmet head. All mr. bf fault.. hahaha... ask me to cut. hehe. anyway, he say he will whack de wei de... but... i doubt so.. cause... when i tld him dewei call me helmet head, he was laughing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



so angry...
tsk tsk...
Here you go...


Note to self: Stay Happy regardless of comments .... hahaha.... Illness all go away!!!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

anger management

control.

don't bother.

hurt.

very hurt.

physical. mentally. emotionally.

ignore me.












eyesight seems blurrer nowadays. because i'm dripping 3 different eye drops -_-"""
1 is normal eye drop, 2nd one is for my inflammation, and 3rd one is to reduce my eye pressure because the 2nd eye drop caused my eye to increase its pressure. wth. $40 bucks for the little 5ml bottle. stupid small eye.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Troubles will never stop

Haiz. troubles, troubles,....and more troubles....
In life, i think there are many decisions to make, and many comes with obstacle, with opportunity cost. - and that may even affect others too.

Who defines what is the best decision?
Best decision to you may not be = to best decision for others.
But, you will always have our own decision that you think it's best for you/others.

Being temperamental is not good either.

think i need to attend anger management course.

these two weeks have been crappy. i want full eye sight! even though i have 6/6 vision. damn!!!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Mingyue Bday *Back-date* + Lasik + Happenings

I'm back again. Using my broher's laptop instead cause his laptop bigger, fonts bigger too...
First I shall talk about MingYue's birthday which happened like weeks ago... 20 February 2009 Friday.
I finish work late so went to meet linx and mr. bf at P.S cause we went to wrap the present which was rather an awkward shape ... then buy cake... then take cab over there.. there very incovenient... lots of winding roads...
anyway, we went there to try the 7th storey restaurant buffet...
it was EXTREMELY EXPENSIVE and TOTALLY NOT WORTH THE MONEY...
I think the amount we spent can use and eat a hotel restaurant even nicer..
anyway, don't ever go there for food. But for scenery, okay.


A glimpse of the sea..
The girls



The guys



It's a steamboat style.. but the thing is it's a set buffet... not order anything u like one... they have like seafood set, standard, etc..
anyway, knowing that we have 2 very huge eaters (Read:2guys) .. definitely not enough... so we order sides - steam chicken. i think that's the best liao... haha...
anyway, talk cock ... waited for boon to come, then we finally decided on going to Minds Cafe at Prinsep Street after so mcuh talks...
Reached there, boon started bugging ann to play chinese chess... haha... ns life lar...
then dewei came too.

Minds Cafe - they pose damn cool .. especially linx..

Since everyone was here, we cut cake cause it was going to past midnight.
Dewei firstly helped... but subsequently..........................................



Subsequently, the birthday girl had to do it herself!!! haha... yup, that's the new trend i suppose ... hahaha...



After that, we started playing Taboo - the new version.. i think it's called Big Taboo.
It's really funny cause every guy was so excited seeing the purple puppet... You are supposed to use that in the game when you are not supposed to speak. you use that to act out the answer. well, guys.... will forever be guys... if you understand what i meant... hahaha...
then, when it came to drawing part...we just laughed like hell when 2 of our men drew like kids.. haha... i pity mr. san... wasted effort to teach them ... just look and think what's the answer...



...........
..........
...........
.............
...............
.....................
...........................
................................................
The answer (in sequence) are: apple, dice, bullet
Credits to: first two is Mr Chia Thiam Ann, and the 3rd is Mr. Loi Chun Giam..
Wonderful isn't it? .. haha... plus i think both of them were from Chinese Calligraphy.. hehehehe
And that's about all. we went home around 4am.
-------------------------------------------""""--------------------------------------------
That Sunday, i went to Kembangan CC to attend the Re-appointment Ceremony for grassroots leader.
Going to serve another 3 yrs as Secretary again..
--------------------------------------------
My Lasik Experience
Went for lasik on the last day of february. i was rather scary .. first i wasn't afraid .. but when i was at the threatre, wow. amazed man... the doctor just forced my eyes openand use the suction to make my eyes stay open ... damn it man.. and i can feel the clippers he used to flip my cornea backwards...
I was using the bladeless method because my diameter of my pupil too small .....
so anyway, after that, it was terrible ... i kept crying and hated the sunlight.
i teared and cried all the way home...
I'm thankful that mr. bf helped me home... i ate sleeping pill and slept. when i woke up, he bought food for me liao.. .and 3 spoonful, i went back to sleep .. haha...
When i finally woke up, my eyes was swollen and still tearing. By then, no one at home liao.. =( cause he went to do project until midnight...
I was really bored to death.
First time in my life i can't do anything... and i think i replenish all my lost sleep liao ..
in the evening, my brother cam over to see me... and i found out i have blood clot...
but still he brought me out to sunset way and eat thai buffet... veyr very nice food... got one buffet there very famous too.. got grill also... maybe next time can try ...
The next few days was rather terrible cause i have exams, and yet i can't study...
and the doctor still say i read...
I tried but it always gets painful..
but still, i managed to read and studied with the small font of powerpoint slide...
M eye got better but still very blur..
i still see things like hazy hazy ... and gets frustrated whenever i can' get to see bright stuff.
can't use compuer too.
haiz..
my brother iddn't have that problem previously. damn suey. think cause i figetted alot..
Hopefully it gets better...
Initially wanted to use another doctor who my brother knew as they were colleagues in SNEC before. But canot. Ended using another doctor, which co-incidentally, did my brother's eye too at SNEC! The same doctor did my brother's gf sis too!
small world....
Going back for another review again later this week.
Reall pray my eyes will get beter cause these few days i've been trying to study but not efficient. Dun even dare to use computer for too long.. irritates me...
Next week going to work like hell again... bo pian. good money. do nothing. haha... just pray no overnight setups can liao ...
Ok, that's it. too much liao... going to study.
Oh, just wanna thank mr. bf fo taking care of me during the lasik period even though he was rushing his project till past midnight. ..
And sorry guys.. i know i MIA damn long liao... but really no mood to go out and have fun too.
Gotta work cause need to pay school fees.. and i've been staying home to study. Now my study time takes longer because of my stupid lasik.

Monday, March 09, 2009

sorry.. haven been updatng... because exams... plus i stupidly went for lasik during my exam period!! which causing me now to see things very blur... because after i did my lasik, i strained my eyes to see small fonts... =(=(... right now, can see but everything is still like hazy hazy... people got review 2 weeks later, i go very 1 week... =(...
anyway,... many things to update... haven been updating like 3 weeks?? haha...
hmm... one week term break but i got work!!!
going for a camp training this friday to saturday at Camp Christine, takin charge of Primary 5 Lian Hua Primary School... been a long time since i've done that... haha...
then sunday to thursday, going suntec... helping for for my previous company doing conference..
super jam pack ... but... still irritated by my eyes... esily get angry these days...
and that's why i haven been updating cause i can't use laptop!!!!!!!!!
i tried, but it gets painful... thank god now can see... haha...
anyway, will ty to talk about details soon... but i need to go off for an info talk - intending to take another education - CPA.
gotta start deciding my future. damn.
haven got time to relax and enjoy myself. argh!!!!!!!