Merry Christmas everyone! Hope you are enjoying this day with your friends, family and loved ones.
As for myself, I'm spending this day with myself eating self cooked food and nua-ing at home. I hardly have such a chance ok...
This very day last year, marks a significant history in my life for some of you who know.
The first and big quarrel that ended everything.
Thninking back, honestly I don't know if I should have not done that and just simply "don't care" ... then maybe things wouldn't be so bad.
Till today, I still can't figure out.
But, what's over is over. Trying also no use. And today's me, I have taken a slightly chilled approach.
Learn to let go, and don't take everything so seriously.
I'm serious! I have gone through the rest of the days taking it as a pinch of salt. Of course, when it's really serious, u must be serious la.
But when it comes to study, work or life, I used to be very"on-the-ball" and also do my very best and if I fail, I will be so sad over myself and blame myself.
But now, I will stll do my best, but if I fail at anything, I will say to myself, "Just do better next time, don't blame yourself."
Hey it works! Cause you can't be sad over everything in life, if not, it will be very tiring.
And, you only live once, so happiness is utmost important. oh, of course, health too.
Many people in this world thinks money is very important, and are always not happy over not enough money.
Self content pls.
Nothing more I can say. And that, I'm still learning. And I think that's very important. Be humble.
This Christmas, I just wanna thank everyone in my life for being supportive during this time.
I can't wait for 2012 to be over and start afresh 2013.
And to you, you seem happier and I am happy for you. Thank you for a wonderful memory despite all that has happened. I wish all the best for you.
Merry Christmas to myself, and I pray, my health will be in pink.
Please don't ask what's wrong.
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
Saturday, December 15, 2012
Neverending Wishlist
Yea. That's the topic of the month as usual.
Wishlist.
Honestly, there's so many things you would like but ... at such times like things... I always get blanked out.
Partly because, you dunno who's gonna give you a gift, and if that person got similar taste etc.
And of course, getting a gift is a PAIN!!! Oh well, squeezing with tons of people is definitely one of them.
Cracking your head and thinking what to get from him/her is also another one.
But I do enjoy walking down the streets of Orchard Road and shopping though.
It's one of the most time in the year that I will hit the road in Orchard. and literally shop!
(cause I've shopped shopping and upgraded myself to online shopping) hee.
This week is like Orchard week. Friday down to Taka for dinner, today went to Mandarin Gallery for an impromptu brunch with mum, and tomorrow gonna shop for gifts!
It's my last weekend to buy!!!! Gosh. December seriously FLIES!!!!
I updated my wishlist to the Santa who's gonna give me a gift. But I hope we are on the same frequency. haha...
Anyway few things I want!!!!
***
1) Necklace for daily wear!
2) Baby G new series watch
3) Pillow (yes, i know the huh?! is coming out)
4) Inspiring books
5) Track shoes, sport attire.
And the neverending list goes on.... :)
I have so many Santas this year. ;)
Wishlist.
Honestly, there's so many things you would like but ... at such times like things... I always get blanked out.
Partly because, you dunno who's gonna give you a gift, and if that person got similar taste etc.
And of course, getting a gift is a PAIN!!! Oh well, squeezing with tons of people is definitely one of them.
Cracking your head and thinking what to get from him/her is also another one.
But I do enjoy walking down the streets of Orchard Road and shopping though.
It's one of the most time in the year that I will hit the road in Orchard. and literally shop!
(cause I've shopped shopping and upgraded myself to online shopping) hee.
This week is like Orchard week. Friday down to Taka for dinner, today went to Mandarin Gallery for an impromptu brunch with mum, and tomorrow gonna shop for gifts!
It's my last weekend to buy!!!! Gosh. December seriously FLIES!!!!
I updated my wishlist to the Santa who's gonna give me a gift. But I hope we are on the same frequency. haha...
Anyway few things I want!!!!
***
1) Necklace for daily wear!
2) Baby G new series watch
3) Pillow (yes, i know the huh?! is coming out)
4) Inspiring books
5) Track shoes, sport attire.
And the neverending list goes on.... :)
I have so many Santas this year. ;)
Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Your purpose.
Today, my mum suddenly asked me a question.
"Do you know what exactly happened between papa and me?"
After 10years, you asked me this. and wanted to explain to me. Well, to me, it doesn't matter anymore. It's over already, and everyone moved on. Dad has learnt and earning his own keep.
I may think wrongly, or even fault wrongly, but telling me now doesn't change anything.
No matter what I can't change my parents right?
All of you have reasons to do something. If it makes u happy, go ahead.
I lead my life, i create the future I want, and make sure I won't follow your steps.
This saturday gonna celebrate my Dad's 60th birthday. Excited and looking forward to it! :)
"Do you know what exactly happened between papa and me?"
After 10years, you asked me this. and wanted to explain to me. Well, to me, it doesn't matter anymore. It's over already, and everyone moved on. Dad has learnt and earning his own keep.
I may think wrongly, or even fault wrongly, but telling me now doesn't change anything.
No matter what I can't change my parents right?
All of you have reasons to do something. If it makes u happy, go ahead.
I lead my life, i create the future I want, and make sure I won't follow your steps.
This saturday gonna celebrate my Dad's 60th birthday. Excited and looking forward to it! :)
Saturday, November 10, 2012
The $100 Startup
I have been reading this book ever since I came back form Aussie.
It's called The $100 Startup.
It's a nice readable book where it makes you think of opportunities.
Why I like this book is because it doesn't just focus on making money, doing businesses, but it's more of finding what you think is profitable, yet you will find enjoyment in what you are doing.
Something that should be giving you satisfaction, more free time, and being able to live a life you enjoy.
That's why it has the wording"Fire your boss, Do what you love and Work Less to Live more!!!"
If you have time, do try reading this book.
November is gonna be busy, with Corporate tax comp due on 30th November, interim audits starting next week, and Entity Plan due next week as well.
Best thing is, my study times gets eaten up!! Argh! I hope I won't fail though... even though... probability is extremely high for the effort i'm putting in. It's even less than half of my usual time spent!
But surprisingly, I'm not very very tensed up like before.
I think i'm learning to look at a brighter side where life is not all academic-y and striving up.
Got rejected for the Sydney posting ... sadded for awhile... but still... am still looking out. :)
It's called The $100 Startup.
Why I like this book is because it doesn't just focus on making money, doing businesses, but it's more of finding what you think is profitable, yet you will find enjoyment in what you are doing.
Something that should be giving you satisfaction, more free time, and being able to live a life you enjoy.
That's why it has the wording"Fire your boss, Do what you love and Work Less to Live more!!!"
If you have time, do try reading this book.
November is gonna be busy, with Corporate tax comp due on 30th November, interim audits starting next week, and Entity Plan due next week as well.
Best thing is, my study times gets eaten up!! Argh! I hope I won't fail though... even though... probability is extremely high for the effort i'm putting in. It's even less than half of my usual time spent!
But surprisingly, I'm not very very tensed up like before.
I think i'm learning to look at a brighter side where life is not all academic-y and striving up.
Got rejected for the Sydney posting ... sadded for awhile... but still... am still looking out. :)
Friday, October 26, 2012
After down under
G'Day!
yeap. That's what the Aussie would greet you. Localise!
2 weeks over there was amazing. Relaxed, just chilling by the parks and cafes ...
taking time to breathe the fresh air and reading motivating books.
I would say this trip is an absolute refresher for me.
Not like those in HK/BKK where you keep shopping and get tired, this is not. No shopping, just sightseeing and taking your time in everything. Well, that's what you get in Australia.
Everything is slow pace.. which is good. Work-life balance.
Crossing my fingers *** for you know what *** :)
I shall enjoy every moment in life cause you live once. Make it great, make it happy for yourself. Not for others. :):):)
Loves,
Koala.
(and, of course, that's my favourite)
yeap. That's what the Aussie would greet you. Localise!
2 weeks over there was amazing. Relaxed, just chilling by the parks and cafes ...
taking time to breathe the fresh air and reading motivating books.
I would say this trip is an absolute refresher for me.
Not like those in HK/BKK where you keep shopping and get tired, this is not. No shopping, just sightseeing and taking your time in everything. Well, that's what you get in Australia.
Everything is slow pace.. which is good. Work-life balance.
Crossing my fingers *** for you know what *** :)
I shall enjoy every moment in life cause you live once. Make it great, make it happy for yourself. Not for others. :):):)
Loves,
Koala.
(and, of course, that's my favourite)
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
A new image
Finally a new template to get started.
Decided to just use Blogger's templates since they have updated their styles recently.
Used a simple one. No need so complicated right? What matters is the content. haha.
One problem is ... I cannot link to other blogs... dunno how to. shit. haha.
Let me figure out soon.
Decided to just use Blogger's templates since they have updated their styles recently.
Used a simple one. No need so complicated right? What matters is the content. haha.
One problem is ... I cannot link to other blogs... dunno how to. shit. haha.
Let me figure out soon.
Monday, September 24, 2012
Sunday, September 23, 2012
A day of tears
23rd September 2012.
Supposed to be a perfect day.
Mum went on to talk about it.
I just listened and tried to control but I failed in the end.
Worse part is.. U want us to be back together again and still want him as a perfect son-in-law.
and u will not want any one else.
So, that leaves me with ????
Emotionally upset. I read our memories. I watched the video again.
It is clawing back to me, to 9months back again.
How long more to heal back.....
strength, courage. please.
Supposed to be a perfect day.
Mum went on to talk about it.
I just listened and tried to control but I failed in the end.
Worse part is.. U want us to be back together again and still want him as a perfect son-in-law.
and u will not want any one else.
So, that leaves me with ????
Emotionally upset. I read our memories. I watched the video again.
It is clawing back to me, to 9months back again.
How long more to heal back.....
strength, courage. please.
Monday, September 03, 2012
What I like to do.
Love to take a stroll.by the park/beach/ sentosa..
Keeps my mind refreshed and away from.busy city.
If I could... staycation!
Think That's e result of Working like hell... frequent breaks in between.
Keeps my mind refreshed and away from.busy city.
If I could... staycation!
Think That's e result of Working like hell... frequent breaks in between.
Friday, August 03, 2012
Thursday, August 02, 2012
My pre birthday wish.
If I could be greedy - my pre birthday wish pls.
See fireworks! Makes me awww....
I want... and miss... romantic moments.....
Time to change. New necklace.
Well.
I. Want.to.restart.my.life.
See fireworks! Makes me awww....
I want... and miss... romantic moments.....
Time to change. New necklace.
Well.
I. Want.to.restart.my.life.
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Bangkok
4 days of bangkok retreat.
Been walking n walking. Didn't bought much stuff. When u shop for one, u definitely buy less things. But somehow... tend to see some nice things.. n realise u can't buy. Cause no one to give. And u just stop shortly. Happened many times to me.
Sometimes send moments just take u back to where u were before.
If I remember correctly... I just took once with him. N. That's it. Right.
Been walking n walking. Didn't bought much stuff. When u shop for one, u definitely buy less things. But somehow... tend to see some nice things.. n realise u can't buy. Cause no one to give. And u just stop shortly. Happened many times to me.
Sometimes send moments just take u back to where u were before.
If I remember correctly... I just took once with him. N. That's it. Right.
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Mirror images
Sometimes as u walk along e street, do u see images or action that u have done or pass through before?
I do.
And I often get these.
Seeing others doing through those actions, sweet.
And u knowu been through. And suddenly u get emotional. And all the if onlys starts coming to your mind.
Signs off...
I do.
And I often get these.
Seeing others doing through those actions, sweet.
And u knowu been through. And suddenly u get emotional. And all the if onlys starts coming to your mind.
Signs off...
Monday, July 02, 2012
Love yourself
This sentence often comes out and your probably heard it.
You cannot please everyone.
Very true.
Someone reminded me this. But I always have this bad habit... thinking about everyone of what they will think. Make sure everyone happy.
Ended up. Try too hard. Make yourself sad.
So... love yourself first.
Tough eh. It's tough for me.
But I'm learning... learning to love myself more and let go.
Ya. I think alot. Really alot.
Can't help it. Haha.
Doesn't matter where u r now, what stage u are going through in your life, create a better one.
Create your own life that you want.
Some philosopher told me. Haha.
You.know what?
I'm gonna create mine. Sweet nice simple and as usual romantic. But this time... with excitements in social life. :)
Had a good news yesterday from my family...
Accepted the fact that I'm probably e only problem in the family. The only worry. Haha.
But appreciate what events in life can change your attitude and perception towards life.
The things u can do for the ones you love.
Will definitely work hard for my future family if I will have one.
So much so for studying n studying n studying. Haha...
You cannot please everyone.
Very true.
Someone reminded me this. But I always have this bad habit... thinking about everyone of what they will think. Make sure everyone happy.
Ended up. Try too hard. Make yourself sad.
So... love yourself first.
Tough eh. It's tough for me.
But I'm learning... learning to love myself more and let go.
Ya. I think alot. Really alot.
Can't help it. Haha.
Doesn't matter where u r now, what stage u are going through in your life, create a better one.
Create your own life that you want.
Some philosopher told me. Haha.
You.know what?
I'm gonna create mine. Sweet nice simple and as usual romantic. But this time... with excitements in social life. :)
Had a good news yesterday from my family...
Accepted the fact that I'm probably e only problem in the family. The only worry. Haha.
But appreciate what events in life can change your attitude and perception towards life.
The things u can do for the ones you love.
Will definitely work hard for my future family if I will have one.
So much so for studying n studying n studying. Haha...
Sunday, July 01, 2012
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Friday, June 29, 2012
Stupid Me
Why do I always make myself upset by watching and seeing news of people getting married/ the express highlights...
dumbass.
dumbass.
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Food Marathon
Can't believe I ate so much today!
Enough to feed me 2 days! Definitely hitting e gym next week daily...
Guilty.
Mookata BBQ. Tea. Dessert. J.co. OMG.
On a random note, ever wanna try something out of e norm?
We all live in a cycle - child, study, teenage, young adult, working, finding a partner, to settling down and have a family... And this goes on.
Ever thought what's your purpose in life?
I dunno what's mine. And I always wonder all e what ifs .. Options in life u take.
So, I thought to myself, live life once, so I'm gonna take options that I never tried.
First is social dancing.
Then, diving and explore options I never thought I would do.
Sky dive!!! Well if I can find along my trip :)
Speed dating!!! Lol...
Leave e country and road trip for a year is one big leap that I'm tempting....
Well, what's your life outside e comfort zone?
Enough to feed me 2 days! Definitely hitting e gym next week daily...
Guilty.
Mookata BBQ. Tea. Dessert. J.co. OMG.
On a random note, ever wanna try something out of e norm?
We all live in a cycle - child, study, teenage, young adult, working, finding a partner, to settling down and have a family... And this goes on.
Ever thought what's your purpose in life?
I dunno what's mine. And I always wonder all e what ifs .. Options in life u take.
So, I thought to myself, live life once, so I'm gonna take options that I never tried.
First is social dancing.
Then, diving and explore options I never thought I would do.
Sky dive!!! Well if I can find along my trip :)
Speed dating!!! Lol...
Leave e country and road trip for a year is one big leap that I'm tempting....
Well, what's your life outside e comfort zone?
Monday, June 18, 2012
Everything's gonna be just fine
Sleepless night.
Pray everything's alright.
Stop thinking negatively.
Right?
Pray everything's alright.
Stop thinking negatively.
Right?
Monday, June 11, 2012
Bad to Worse
Breathing has become from bad to worse these few days.
Went for run on Thursday - No good.
Decided to run on Sunday. No good still.
Tried to run today again. Finally made a 5km successfully without stopping but breathing still bad.
Am determined to keep running to fight against this..... even though, i'm afraid i'll collapse halfway....
This problem will forever be a liability and never go away. :(
Went for run on Thursday - No good.
Decided to run on Sunday. No good still.
Tried to run today again. Finally made a 5km successfully without stopping but breathing still bad.
Am determined to keep running to fight against this..... even though, i'm afraid i'll collapse halfway....
This problem will forever be a liability and never go away. :(
Saturday, June 09, 2012
Baby Lucas - 4 months
Been 2 weeks since I last saw baby!
He cried when i carried him :(
But luckily after that he stopped *phe* and of course started laughing cause he remembered! :):):)
He cried when i carried him :(
But luckily after that he stopped *phe* and of course started laughing cause he remembered! :):):)
Thursday, June 07, 2012
Have you ever...
I really dunno why i'm so upset.
Will you mind someone's past?
to what extent will you then mind?
Ever thought what would your future be and the consequences if you have done something?
Are you not worried if one day someone will actually mind your past?
Have you regret what you have done?
IF your frequently done something, will you stop once and for all? Are you able to do it?
I don't want empty promises. empty promises that one day, you just give up everything.
i'm... god damn afraid. seriously.
i think i should just let go.
time for you to earn it. time to show what you really want.
i'm not going to wait.
Will you mind someone's past?
to what extent will you then mind?
Ever thought what would your future be and the consequences if you have done something?
Are you not worried if one day someone will actually mind your past?
Have you regret what you have done?
IF your frequently done something, will you stop once and for all? Are you able to do it?
I don't want empty promises. empty promises that one day, you just give up everything.
i'm... god damn afraid. seriously.
i think i should just let go.
time for you to earn it. time to show what you really want.
i'm not going to wait.
Sunday, June 03, 2012
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Jan zip like a pass
The financial year end closing finally came to a close. Working till midnight to entertain US people; working on Sunday to send reports on due on that day.
Seriously wonder if i'm underpaid. lol.
New year started with spending more time at ECP enjoying the breeze and chit chatting till dawn and watching sunrise.
It's been a long time since I last did that. :):):)
Shall do it sometime again soon.. Escape from the hectic city lifestyle.
I have only set 1 resolution this year, as of now.
Maximum 2 day of OT per week ONLY!!! No more extras!
Seriously wonder if i'm underpaid. lol.
New year started with spending more time at ECP enjoying the breeze and chit chatting till dawn and watching sunrise.
It's been a long time since I last did that. :):):)
Shall do it sometime again soon.. Escape from the hectic city lifestyle.
I have only set 1 resolution this year, as of now.
Maximum 2 day of OT per week ONLY!!! No more extras!
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