23rd September 2012.
Supposed to be a perfect day.
Mum went on to talk about it.
I just listened and tried to control but I failed in the end.
Worse part is.. U want us to be back together again and still want him as a perfect son-in-law.
and u will not want any one else.
So, that leaves me with ????
Emotionally upset. I read our memories. I watched the video again.
It is clawing back to me, to 9months back again.
How long more to heal back.....
strength, courage. please.