Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Mirror images

Sometimes as u walk along e street, do u see images or action that u have done or pass through before?
I do.
And I often get these.
Seeing others doing through those actions, sweet.
And u knowu been through. And suddenly u get emotional. And all the if onlys starts coming to your mind.
Signs off...

Monday, July 02, 2012

Love yourself

This sentence often comes out and your probably heard it.
You cannot please everyone.
Very true.
Someone reminded me this. But I always have this bad habit... thinking about everyone of what they will think. Make sure everyone happy.
Ended up. Try too hard. Make yourself sad.
So... love yourself first.
Tough eh. It's tough for me.
But I'm learning... learning to love myself more and let go.
Ya. I think alot. Really alot.
Can't help it. Haha.

Doesn't matter where u r now, what stage u are going through in your life, create a better one.
Create your own life that you want.
Some philosopher told me. Haha.

You.know what?
I'm gonna create mine. Sweet nice simple and as usual romantic. But this time... with excitements in social life. :)

Had a good news yesterday from my family...
Accepted the fact that I'm probably e only problem in the family. The only worry. Haha.
But appreciate what events in life can change your attitude and perception towards life.
The things u can do for the ones you love.
Will definitely work hard for my future family if I will have one.
So much so for studying n studying n studying. Haha...

Sunday, July 01, 2012

Saturday, June 30, 2012

Smile.
Smile.
Smile.
The sun will still rise even if you are sad.
Get moving with life.

I'm a mind bogger.
I just pray for your health, happiness.

:(
i wanna cry.

Friday, June 29, 2012

Stupid Me

Why do I always make myself upset by watching and seeing news of people getting married/ the express highlights...
dumbass.

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

不去在乎 就没事了啊。
不去想 也没事了啊。
但明明做不到。
该死的我。

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Food Marathon

Can't believe I ate so much today!
Enough to feed me 2 days! Definitely hitting e gym next week daily...
Guilty.
Mookata BBQ. Tea. Dessert. J.co. OMG.

On a random note, ever wanna try something out of e norm?
We all live in a cycle - child, study, teenage, young adult, working, finding a partner, to settling down and have a family... And this goes on.
Ever thought what's your purpose in life?
I dunno what's mine. And I always wonder all e what ifs .. Options in life u take.
So, I thought to myself, live life once, so I'm gonna take options that I never tried.
First is social dancing.
Then, diving and explore options I never thought I would do.
Sky dive!!! Well if I can find along my trip :)
Speed dating!!! Lol...
Leave e country and road trip for a year is one big leap that I'm tempting....

Well, what's your life outside e comfort zone?

Monday, June 18, 2012

Everything's gonna be just fine

Sleepless night.
Pray everything's alright.
Stop thinking negatively.
Right?

Monday, June 11, 2012

Bad to Worse

Breathing has become from bad to worse these few days.
Went for run on Thursday - No good.
Decided to run on Sunday. No good still.
Tried to run today again. Finally made a 5km successfully without stopping but breathing still bad.
Am determined to keep running to fight against this..... even though, i'm afraid i'll collapse halfway....

This problem will forever be a liability and never go away. :(

Saturday, June 09, 2012

Baby Lucas - 4 months

Been 2 weeks since I last saw baby!
He cried when i carried him :(
But luckily after that he stopped *phe* and of course started laughing cause he remembered! :):):)

Thursday, June 07, 2012

Have you ever...

I really dunno why i'm so upset.
Will you mind someone's past?
to what extent will you then mind?
Ever thought what would your future be and the consequences if you have done something?
Are you not worried if one day someone will actually mind your past?
Have you regret what you have done?
IF your frequently done something, will you stop once and for all? Are you able to do it?

I don't want empty promises. empty promises that one day, you just give up everything.

i'm... god damn afraid. seriously.
i think i should just let go.
time for you to earn it. time to show what you really want.
i'm not going to wait.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Jan zip like a pass

The financial year end closing finally came to a close. Working till midnight to entertain US people; working on Sunday to send reports on due on that day.
Seriously wonder if i'm underpaid. lol.
New year started with spending more time at ECP enjoying the breeze and chit chatting till dawn and watching sunrise.
It's been a long time since I last did that. :):):)

Shall do it sometime again soon.. Escape from the hectic city lifestyle.

I have only set 1 resolution this year, as of now.
Maximum 2 day of OT per week ONLY!!! No more extras!

Monday, December 26, 2011

Christmas Aftermath

I've got to admit I'm not as young and happening as before. 2 days of late night sleeping and partying, the next day I spent my whole day sleeping till 3pm.
Gosh! First time sleeping till so late!

Christmas eve eve had a party at my place with some colleagues + frens.
Just 6 of us, drinking all night long. It was bad. vomited. haha... All because of the last 11 shots.
No more of such things.

Headed to Ann's place for BBQ night & had lots of fun!!!
I think the highlight of the night was Ann getting Ben's present - The REAL shower head!!! lol...
Fainted man!!




The guy + girls

the irresistable gays' affection



Think it will be joke of the year man!

Having a family gathering tonight - food again. haha.. gotta slim down and go gym after this...

This Christmas is one that I probably will not forget.
Finally had another first. First of many?
Well, shattering.


Remember to make your Resolutions!!! :)

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas 2011

Merry Christmas!!!
Spent most of my time sleeping away. Gee... How exciting!
I think I slept for 12 hours...

Wishing all my friends and family good health always!

I pray for health, peace, and joy!!!

No gifts are needed, nor expensive things
Just hanging out with your loved ones is the best.
Nothing else matters.

Future?

Sian.
Damn sian.
Dunno why...
Maybe...

Thursday, December 22, 2011

midnight blues

Tell me why am I still in the office when everyone's enjoying their breaks??!!!
Gosh! Seriously thought this week will be a breeze but hell no. Those who are still in office will spend these time to chase backlog and do those low priority projects.... Argh...

And up to today, i'm not done with my presents!!! Faint!

Must definitely go buy tomorrow. Last day!!!

With all the xmas givings, I have been eating chocolates almost everyday!!!! better do more exercise before the irritating lump comes out.

okies, nighties. Gotta keep my spirit up and ignore all irritating and moody issues. :)

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Festive Sparkles

I always love Christmas the most cause everywhere is lit up with beautiful lightings!!!


Plus, the cold weather (minus the rain) makes it feels like winter... well... FEEL la... haha


Have not done my shopping rounds but am planning to do some rush hour grabs soon! cause i'm left with 5 days!!!



Was walking at Bugis and saw someone wearing Chanel wearing and necklace. I went online to browse but dun have!!! I think it's not sold in Singapore? Thought of treating myself to a gift after getting salary, but, suan le. Save $$$ since cannot buy.... but isn't it pretty? I dun really like Chanel la... but then, it really caught my eye..




Went to sort of celebrate my boy's birthday on last Sunday at Mandarin MELT buffet. It's fabulous!!! I ate lots of oysters!!!! Super fresh! It's festive season so they serve more meaty stuff like turkey. Not bad, but their seafood & desserts still rocks!


wanted to bring him to Flyer, but he didn't want cause he said we all said it's nothing nice. (so dun complain ah)... hehehe

didn't take pictures on phone, but took some polaroids. I'm looking polaroids!!! :)


Their xmas decorations


Next year is gonna be hectic, so i'm still comtemplating whether to continue my studies next year or stop for a year before I continue so that I can concentrate on my house + wedding plans for next year. hmm.... whatcha think?


Now is a more relaxed season with many colleagues going on leave, and doing new role (finally!).. less OTs for me!!!! :):):) and of cuz, that's y u see me updating here hahaha...



Next year's gonna be a good year! (i hope!)


What's in for you next year? Loves. :)

Saturday, September 10, 2011

With all the changes in my dept, I wonder what's gonna happen...
More resignees?
Well, my direct boss is moving on as a financial controller.
And the current financial controller will be a project manager... Haiz....
And so, the FP&A mgr headcount will be empty, pending new one.
As for me, I still need to continue doing FP&A till the new person come then I can move over to my new role doing tax and inventory.
I think.... There will be more changes to come ba... So many ppl are shocked. Cause I tot there will be two controller... But instead.... Haiz...
Poor girl. Hopefully all goes well for her.....

Friday, July 22, 2011

Kukup Trip 16-17 July

Went for a short trip to Kukup with a roup of friends.. some are colleagues, some are unknown frens whom we got to know each other in the trip. We are all quite open and "anything" so it was easy to break the ice and had some fun.

Kukup is actually a nice place to take a break. Although very poor living condition, the place is very laid back and very very BEAUTIFUL sunset.
Our "chalet" had seaview, and our huge balcony can see the sunset. :):):)
Just amazing, because u hardly get to see the sunset unless u r uber free.

The place is like a chalet where it's double check beds, and one floor can fit up to 20 ppl. Minimum 10 to go. The owner arrange mini van transport to pick us up at singapore and go directly over there.

What i love about there is u do not have to do anything!!!! The package ($85/pax) includes transport, and 6 meals within 2D1N!!!! And they serve you! By the time you reach there is noon, so the meals starts from there.... Lunch, tea break, dinner (BBQ), supper, Breakfast, Lunch.
Seriously, you just keep eating and eating. hhaaha...

what to do? walk around the kampong, ... i like cause it's different from Singapore. The place is actually above sea level, so the houses aer built above it using bamboos etc. like fishing village. Their famous product is dried shrimp/ fish.

You can also play mahjong (there's 4 tables) and there's KTV too. So 4 of us played mahjong and the rest sing KTV taking turns. Quite good. Everyone is entertained.

Did lots of cuts for the jump pose.. it was hilarious.

After BBQ dinner, we spent quite a lot on the fireworks.. it's beautiful.. :) my fav.
After supper, we put the kong ming deng.

It's pretty relaxing and laid back lifestyle. kinda like it. not like singapore. everyone rushing here and there.

Tmr off for another trip again. Malacca! Brother's wedding over there :) .. Another excuse to go shop and eat. hehe...