Post exam review

After so long.... Decided to reblog. Haha. It's a place to speak my mind.

Exams are finally over and it's time for play!!! It's a different feeling when I was taking Fundamental papers and now, Professional paper. Stress level is high.

Hence, have decided to take things slow, enjoy the pace of life and appreciate the process. Shall be taking only 1 paper this semester, also in case if I fail la.... Haha... *choy*!

Am thinking of re igniting my love for dance and also start learning a new language. :):)

Gonna plan for lots of meetup!!! Tomorrow is my first play! 2H!!!

Loves.

Also, I have rejected the offer of a Regional role. It may be a big opportunity cost (because it's a regional role), but to me, the counter offer was something that I am looking forward. Theres a change in job scope which I wanna learn, and of course, lesser OT!!! Hahaha.... Also, of cuz, they met the terms of the other party and a promotion. To me, regional position may be a huge promotion, but right now, I dun need regional in my resume. To be able to learn other area is what I wanted.

But! I was stupid to reject a competitor opportunity. Damn! Well, forget it. Next time ba. Haha.

Sales are here but I haven got a chance to shop!!! I wanna get a polaroid!!!! And also clean up my room. I have 2 cupboard of clothes (yes. That's right) am gonna clear old clothes so that I can throw 1 cupboard and buy a study table :):):)

Okays. Time for work.

Enjoy the process of life. We only live once. Embrace and start loving yourself! :)

Oh, and I love my boy. :):):):):)

Life's gonna be good soon.... Real soon....

But it's still a long way to my torturous exam. Jun 15. Damn.

Complain queen

On my way back from gym.
Today my big boss really pissed off. Want something immediately and that task is so tedious and mafan and non value adding. Refused to do... In the end my boss do it. 
And I foresee I will be the one doing it monthly. Really think we all very free lor. Feel like throwing letter.
Go off site meeting also expect us to do presentation and area of improvement. 3-6points per person. I got two job scope so it's 6-10points... Damn it man. Should have just took the mastercard job which pays so well and only do 1/2 of my current job scope. Sian... Today really sian

My life now

Ok am trying to use notes and see if I can upload text to my blog cause I have been neglecting and underground tunnels is the best way that I have time to blog.

Since 2011, I have been busy and have no 'Me' time already cause it's spent on washing clothes, cleaning toilet, mop floor, change bedsheet, iron.. Aiya u name it I've done it.

And because of this, I have spent lesser time with bee cause I need to study too.. This year lagi jialat. Professional papers. Heard they are killers.

Btw, in case u didn't know. I passed my both papers last sem!! Woots!!! Heng man!!!

But this sem dunno got so lucky not cause heard many ppl stopped at professional papers cause they keep failing ...

Every sat got class then I have two more months to exam liao but I haven studied yet... It's damn difficult to listen attentively for 3 hours man.

Well, gotta stop here. Next stop clementi. Prays this works.

wow. guess no one will look at this blog anyways. haha. but this is just my area of anger management, and feelings inside me , that one day i will be able to see my younger days.

It chinese new year chu 3. but this year's so boring. nothing much.. haiz.
Left tomorrow's last day then back to work again.

Guess i can't quit finance industry as yet. cause everyone is against it. want me to try another year in another company and if it still doesn't work out, i can do what i like.
Well, yes, finance industry is thriving and pay is also lucrative. but, the stress level. bth. unless i join small firms ba.. no need to memorise US GAAP, IFRS, Singapore Tax rules.. i guess.. MNC just expects yr brains to remember all sorts of things. and esp. when im in analyst, they expect u to remember what was the initial planned sales number in round 1 when we have been through 4 rounds of changing numbers?
haiz. guess it's different culture ba. many ppl are quitting. and that explains itself.
definitely quitting, but just thinking wad should be my next step of "trying". Audit? MNC? different industry?
audit will be same working hours like what i'm doing now. expect to work till 12mn. OFTEN.
well, confused. take my time to think bah.

With all the holidays for the past week, think i need to work late nights to meet US deadline again. damn.

This year's gonna be exciting for me. Brother getting married. I need to start planning my future. Hoepfully, everything will go well this year.
and yup, start learning cooking. actually, i'm rather pleased with myself that I can manage cleaning the house, washing clothes, ironing, and keeping the house clean without any help. :)
kinda great achievement for me considering that it's my first time in my life doing all the chores myself. *claps* :):):)
I wanna be a "can go in kitchen, can go out living room" woman. (chinese direct translation) hehehe...

Valentine's day coming... i have no ideas!!! i'm so gonna die. :(

Happy New Year all! Let's jiayou for 2011!!!!

New Year, New Resolution

Happy 2011 everyone!
What's your resolution for this new year?

Haven been updating my blog, many updates not done.
But one major change is my maid is leaving permanently this coming thursday.
cause her mum passed away.
she didn't get to see her for the past 18 yrs...
haiz...
feeling very down despite her nagging at me everyday..
i won't deny i miss her very badly, and crying for the past few days.
but, no other choice.
time to learn household chores by myself, and take care of myself.
i dunno how to face this coming thursday seeing her off..
This new year didn't start very well definitely.

Shall think about my resolution soon.

My Last Post.....be4 exams. And Wishlist!

Boo!
Haha... This is gonna be the one and only post before I go for boot camp studying for my exams in Dec.
Took quite a number of days leave just to study.
Decided to blog cause so long didn't blog and i sort of have nothing to do now, just waiting for my colleague..
Well, this month is pretty hectic. many bday celebrations... Linx was over....
Last weekend my. bf randomly brought me to sentosa to watch the fireworks.. :):):) ... and that one the only time i spent with him for the last weekend...
tomorrow will be my 2 colleagues bday which we will be going for steamboat at bugis.

After which, i will be on leave for the wole week!!! MUG MUG MUG!

hmm, just now wahile shopping for my colleague's gift, was walking along vivo.. the xmas tree is pretty!! the shopping mall is up with deco.. haiz.. i wish for xmas to come!!!!!
Festive season!!! 2011 is coming!!! hahaha....
Time to go shopping! cause i miss shopping... haven been going for a walk for a very long time...

Oh, talking about that. hehe.... My wishlist for Christmas!!! i know it's early lar... but prepare u all mah... cannot meh? Or can also be "post exam gift" mah... hehehe...
No lar, was actually reading one of the mag and it caught my eye. Think of getting a training watch. It can help monitor your heart rate, measure your speed/performance which i think i should get one since I now often go running, plus the fact that my resolution will include running 10km-thon. :D:D
That's my goal... hehehe... Standard Chartered Marathon.

The polar watches are the ones that really quite good and has a lot of features... was seeing their webby and i got too many choices... thinking which one i should get.. though i dunno how much would one cost. Seriously, i think i'm gonna get one so that i know if i'm burning fat or improving performance.

Hmm, wanna get bag!!!!!! shoe!!!!! hehe... oh oh oh... camera!!! hahhaha... ok, i think i'm just stating everything i can think of.

maybe while i suddenly think of something then i will write ba.. hahaha...
Not to worry, my wishlist will not be empty!

OH! I wanna go Margaritas and try their food!!!.....

See ya soon!!!!

Reflection

Someone woke me up from my mental state yesterday.
He was worried I may end up in depression.
I lied down and started thinking about myself.
The truth is, yes... i think alot. i worry alot of things that sometimes, it's beyond my control. I worry things that might happen months way ahead.
haha..
I know this is something i need to change. But it really takes time.
All my life since my family separated, I knew i had to stand up alone and be independent.
that's when i start to think alot.. and to push myself to the limits.
I can't stop. cause i already took a break of 2 yrs after JC.
But maybe, it's really time to just rest abit.
The reason why i hit the roof yesterday was probably because of many factors.
My leadership growth plan that i did last week, gave me alot of stings.
My boss commented that i am doing perfectly well, but she expects more because she thinks i can reach further.
There's a section of what's my career interest. That took me 3hrs to think about.
and of course, i still have my exam to worry about. honesty, i just pray i can get 50marks.
2 more weeks is my mock exam.

I guess i might need to take things slightly slower. better go for yoga lessons instead.

thanks mr. honeybee. for waking me up from all my problems. and lending yr shoulders whenever i'm down.

1 more month. and that's it.

i think i'm super reluctant to type my free days. cause.. I HAVE NO MORE FREE DAYS!!!

I have warehouse count this coming weekend.
next week got extra classes...
and by then it's end of the month, and guess wad? My mock exams is on 9th Nov. and 12th Nov.
Super not good.
Haven even study.
honestly, i really dun wanna fail. and really wanna do well... but Time is not on my side.
Often have to work late... not because i want to. but... u cannot don't work ot in here. u will never get your reports out by then. and they will screw u using emails.

Well, this is a super emo post. so might wanna cross it out if it affects yr mood.
:(:(:(
i dunno why. somehow i feel that there's alot of pressure on passing this stupid acca thing. cause alot of my colleagues sayd that it's damn difficult to pass. and the fact is, only 46% pass tax. one of the most challenging papers.
i kinda feel that everyone is waiting for me to fail. cause i'm the youngest. hahaha.
plus, these few days i made some errors in my report... and everyone was like shooting emails here and there at night while i went to study....
and i missed one of the deadline. argh. damn shit.
although i try and stay nonchalent, but deep down, i'm just pissed off with myself. haiz.
getting up at 6.30am and finishing the day at 1230am doesn't seem easy anymore.
just mentally drained.
but what to do. Accountant life eh.
Going to PWC also the same i guess.

ok, here you go. my calendar for the month of Oct.

9 Oct (Sat) - Class till 5pm
10 Oct(Sun) - class till 1pm
16th Oct (Sat) - Annual Stock Count
23th Oct (Sat) - Event (Tentative)
24th Oct (Sun) Class till 1pm.

:(:( This month's not a good month to look forward.
no hols. no break.

was a relaxing weekend.. playing catchup with my favourite fren - Law and Tax. yay!!...-_-"
Practically spent my whole weekend studying and revising since I have not been doing that...
Did have a gathering and chit chat session with family. Been a long time since i actually talked to my brother..

wanted to meet up with 2H but everyone all have their family nightout on different days!!!!
haha... next time must plan family nightout together! haha...

well, i'm gonna drag these two weeks... cause..
I have lessons on both weekends!!!!! plus, need to attend CC lantern festival on 19th. Means i dun have my daytime with mr. bf. and wanna go out with 2H also cannot..and Mr. bf going to China for his quarterly business review on 19th!!!!!!!!!!! :(:(:(

well, for those who still read my blog, lets go for steamboat!!!! it's been a long time since we had one!.. but.. i'm not available on these days.

18th - 2-5pm
19th - whole day.
25th - afternoon.
26 - not confirm (bowling competition)

tata.

--Random--

I LOVE THIS CAMERA!!! SO CUTE!!!!!

yea, even though i'm not addicted to taking photo.. but still...

found it at greenpoppies.com.sg.. SO SO SO CUTE... dunno whether should i buy.. considering that it's polaroid. hmmm...

INSTAX MINI 75 HELLO KITTY EDITION

Wala wala on friday with colleagues with did OT.
Common People was playing... not bad. but i think Good old fellas are better though.
drank, chill, talk rubbish. went home at 2.30am.
woke up at 7.30 to send my bro to ferry terminal for his short trip.
Kite flying at tampines on sat. My first time. it was fun!!!
it's kinda nice to just sit and chill and take it slow. :)
maybe we should organise another one soon??

After that, went to yuezz house .. play and talk for hours.... until 6.30am.. -_-"""
i dozed off at 4 i think.. hahaha...
damn tired.

but it was a seriously good talk.
each has its own troubles. but to be able to hold on and stay strong, it's damn tough.
Learn to get up when we fall is one of the greatest achievement.
Jiayou everyone! we can do it!

This week will be damn tired with closing ...sianz.

OH!!!! saw this news... damn shocked and kinda... curious. is this his second marriage??
MARCUS CHIN IS A DADDY AT 57...
Go google... OMG....

naughty boy

Naughty Boy,
you went st james without me! when i'm just across the road working late at night!
tsk tsk!!
hehehe...
dun think i will have time to go out already!! my august is packed.
going paintball today then next week ben's bday. then that's e end of august!
come sept is full of planning cycle. :(
and i need to spend one whole day just studying one chapter of tax. how to find time???

anyway, need to seriously cut down on going out. (though i dun really go out often)
hmm.... or maybe, need to seriously cut down time spent at work! hehehehe...

ok, going off ot paintball and hurt myself.
i'm so dead.
gonna get killed by 3 evil ppl.

Achievement of Mr. Loi :):):)

Held on 13th August 2010, Friday at Orchard Hotel.
Graduation of University of Wollongong 2010 Supply Chain Management.
Mr Bf had his graduation...
Graduated with Distinction in Supply Chain Management.
Got an extra certificate- Outstanding Award.
Congrats love.
Another milestone.
More to come. Hee.....

my birthday surprise 2010

And i tot i would be in singapore. hahaha...
Got half day on friday to go out with mr bf. and he surprised me with a trip to Desaru Beach the next day for 3 days! hehehe... .
Didn't upload so many photos cause it took me a long time to get these few photos up.. argh...
anyway, it was a good trip... he booked a suite!!! which is two storey one!.. really slept for good long hours and slacking by the beach.
Food was good too.. All seafood for the two days *so sinful*..
Well, time spent together was fulfilling too. it's been some time when we can just sit and relax and talk things beside work related! hahaha..
well, let the pictures do the talking bah. next update will be Mr. Loi's graduation which happened today!!!! :)
Meeting linx & yuez for dinner too tmr!

our first meal at Desaru. Rhu bar by the beach

two storey suite

wore my t-shirt!!!!! now the shirt is loose!!!

walk by the beach

Chalet over the weekend.
Been a long time since we had a chalet already. Reminiscing the old times..
think as we grow older, we couldn't tahan for one whole night not sleeping .. hahaha..
we basically slept for that two nights.
But we had fun talking and playing.
Thank you all for this chalet plus gift! :)

At night still went to kbox...
Now, SICK!!! argh!! hopefully really can recover by my bday. haiz..

Gotta start studying too. haven really revise and study ... shit

Happening Events over the weekend

Ok, not much talking. Summary:

Went Dragonboating with my colleagues plus Interns. It was fun!!! first time tried this sport. From Kallang to Marina Barrage and back. Butt hurt, shoulder hurts.
Next, booked Fairmont Hotel to watch fireworks (sponsored by one of our Project Manager). The view was MAGNIFICANT!!!!! I can like just stay there forever!!!...
21st floor, with habourbay view. Plus with the fireworks of the NDP. haiz. damn wonderful. dunno how to explain. but just... FANTASTIC.
Played games and had fun.
After that was Shape Run in the morning. Had a not bad run. was late, and had trouble running thru ppl who were walking at the start point. Dunno wad time I clocked. need to check it out.
Hope i did it within my own timing. :)
Colleagues asked me to try 10km.....
Now, whole body aching................. hahaha...
This week, more fun. CHALET!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think all my weekends are like booked already. hahah.... Love August :D